I’m feeling alright with this blood dripping down my arm
I become the night with my lungs leaking out these words
know it isn’t right but the bodies piling up and on
I put up a fight but I know that I’ll succumb to her
any second now
I’m falling off and down
everything I left behind I burned it to the ground
I feel in the heat
the moment’s come to me
barrel to my temple catching bullets with my teeth
suffer in the silence
casting shadows, vibrance
everything around me fades away to shades of grey
fire gunshots in the quiet of the night
candlelight rituals call demons on my shoulders
telling me “give up the fight”
hard to talk about
sometimes I want to die
something in my brain that has haunted me for my whole life
hard to think about
even harder to survive
something that I can’t escape that hurts me every time I try
something I can’t escape
and it hurts just to try
I’m feeling alright with this blood dripping down my arm
I become the night with my lungs leaking out these words
know it isn’t right but the bodies piling up and on
I put up a fight but I know that I’ll succumb to her
any second now
I’m falling off and down
everything I left behind I burned it to the ground
I feel in the heat
the moment’s come to me
barrel to my temple catching bullets with my teeth